I know high school is full of all kinds of activity groups.  I wonder if you have a Christian Club?  Might be some nice people to hang out with.  I wasn’t as involved in clubs as I wish I had been in school. I was in Drama Club of course.  And I was in Key Club as a senior.  Looking back, I wished I had joined in more stuff.  I wish I had said  “Yes” to the world more at that time.  I was kinda depressed in high school though.  It might have helped me be distracted from all the negativity brewing in my head.  And religion…forget it, I did not want to believe in that garbage.  It would have helped if I had ONE person who led me by the hand into God’s arms.  I hope I’m helping you find the warmth and love of our Heavenly Father.  That’s would make me, sort of like your Godmother, and that ( on top of your happiness and comfort) would please me greatly.  Xxoo